If i were a boy

IF I WERE A BOY
i could turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i'm sleeping alone...

IF I WERE A BOY
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a gurl~
i SWEAR i'd be a better man!!!

drink beer with guyz
and chase after girlss!!!

but...

i was just a girl...

天...

前几天...

神圣的一天...

今天...

大哥22岁的第一天...

明天...

蛋糕房里的最后一天...

后天...

今年的最后一天...

大后天...

2010年的第一天...

大大后天...

佑鸣17岁的第一天...

我的天...

天天都是快乐的一天...^^
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真得好快...

一天天...

一分分...

一秒秒...

都离我而去...

今天...

我老哥的生日^^

生日快乐...

前几天...

出外了...

KKBOX自拍><

呵呵呵呵~~~
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倒数...

7天...

开学了...

好期待哦!!!

对了...

朋友们...

记得!!!

31号回学校见个面啦><

哈哈哈哈...

还个学费拿本书...

回家等过新年哦!!!!

8点到11点...

切记带RM97.50!!!

要买体育裤呢...

好可爱哦!!!呵呵呵呵><

我发觉...

我的假期好可爱...

我很喜欢

无忧无虑^^

刺激的夜晚

为什么刺激??

PMR....成绩明天就出炉...

我为什么会害怕??

我也很好奇...

我妈说我...

你是个会紧张成绩的孩子吗??

呵呵呵呵

老实说...

在这之前...

我从未替我的成绩紧张><

因为...

当时我也是认为

考了都过去了

能怎么办??

但是...

今天晚上...

我好空虚...

好害怕...

恐惧!!!

蝉虫大声的呼叫

好不热闹...

但也不比我的心情来的狂热!!!

谁能告诉我...

我为什么会有这种莫名的害怕...

我的初中...

都为了PMR而学习...

三年~!!!!

都只为了那五天的考试...

三年=五天??

我妈刚告诉我...

这世界...

其实没有等式...

没有等于...

嫁给各有钱人不等于幸福无忧

大学毕业不一定成功

你爱的人说不定不爱你
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我想当空姐...

但我认为...

这个工作没有前途!!

这只是我的兴趣

我也想上大学

我怎么想这么多!!!

我唯一不想得....

就是....

靠男生过活...

我虽然和其他青少女一样

喜欢帅

喜欢被关心

被照顾

但我不喜欢...

没有他们不能活的日子!!!

总结^^

男朋友

对我来说

是我心灵上的支柱

是我的避风港

但...

我并不会一直停留在那里...

因为!!

我要前进...

要进步

要快乐

要幸福

我喜欢...我开心..

与我前男友的日子...

因为他给了我

我想要的

但...

我们...

还不是时候在一起@@
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说太多了!!

都离题了

呵呵呵呵...

没有恋爱...

在高中的日子

我想要...

努力的朝我的梦想奔波!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do You Believe...

今年的圣诞节...

有些特别...

因为它深深地让我感觉到它的到来!!!

蛋糕房里...

忙得不见笑容...

订单一个个增加..><

我有点好奇.....

现代人...

圣诞节都吃蛋糕的吗????

呵呵呵呵...

不过...

同事们!!

加油吧!!!!
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圣诞节对我来说并没有什么特别之处...

第一...

我不是基督徒><

加上...

我自小都没有欢庆过...

再加上...

我怕.......

圣诞老人.......><>_<@@XD

Disney Picture常会有关于相不相信圣诞节的电影...

我还蛮喜欢这些作品的..

圣诞节...

在西方国家的地带...

是快乐...神圣的~

我一样...会尊重这个节日...

不过!!!!

不知道工作那边= =

又没有休假!!!!T_T
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有点懒惰...

加上可爱...

虽然常骂粗口..><

但很幽默..

还有现代女生的漂亮...

再加上...平平的刘海...

生日快乐!!!

瑾瑾...

呵呵呵呵!!!^^

学会放弃。学会接受

我学会了,我谅解了

为什么离开了还挂念你...

反正都已不在

变得空白 爱失去自由!!!
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高中...

真的要来了...

连初中的书本都没收拾><

糟糕啦!!

我不知道应该用什么角度去面对及看待我对初中生活的那种不舍...

我真的...

不愿意离开那个时代

我害怕失去...

失去那种青春才能拥有的热情和孩子气...

我害怕成长...

成长而不再幼稚...

夜空中的气息...

与空气接吻...

不舍...

不想...

不愿离开...
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工作:

今天可爱蛋糕师问我们...

Sony好还是Panasonic又或者是lg??

他想买一台超大的电视...

却好像选老婆似的麻烦...

同事A回答他：每个都好，都买吧！！

同事B说：有钱就好，随便挑~

结果呢...

答非所问~

他说道:他讨厌LG太厚><

这时代...

选择也太多了吧...

我心里想着...

适合就好...

买个超大的电视...

配个烂烂的小木屋= =
(指我自己)
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当你得到一样东西时...

其实同时你也在失去另一样东西...

这句话突然浮现在我脑海...

我也不晓得为何...

只是非常认同这句话吧><
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YOU　Ｒ　ＮＯＴ ALONE!!!

我喜欢这首歌...

并且心底暗暗的佩服...

Micheal Jackson...The king of pop...

老实说...

要不是他突然的离去...

我也不会查查他的底细><

他...

是一个伟大的人物...

宏大的理想...

异常的音乐天分!!!
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听着酷我播出林俊杰的小酒窝...

旁边有个小小的窗口...

写着"不能让女友看得东东"

可以点击查看~

什么世界!!

这样的东西都有><

我并没有去点击它...

只是默默地感到悲哀啊........

这几天的心情故事

我厉害的同事又把水龙头弄断了...

为什么会又?

他在几天前已经让水龙头受尽委屈了...哈哈哈哈...

我们的蛋糕师父...很伟大...

蛋糕师+水龙头匠+木匠+机器维修员><

一切由他包办><厉害吧...

机器坏了也叫"Ah Zhai"~~

哈哈哈...><他就叫Ah Zhai...

谢谢他...为我给我的指导...
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伴我成长：

生活营结束了...

眨眼间,好快哦

这次的生活营

我担任了司仪的工作

与我的合作伙伴Ah Khong~!!!

其实一切都还蛮顺利

除了说了一句...没有没脑的话><

没出席=没出息

好傻><

其实我说出这句话的时候

营员们都没有察觉其中的意思

只是我突然sot到

结果当场在台上哈哈大笑><

然后台下也就笑场了><...哎哟...

好蠢的场面哦

其实也没什么

让大家笑一笑吧^^

++这次的生活营

我很投入

也很激动

不晓得为什么

其实我也没有特别期待

但就是非常开心

非常乐...

不会看见我以前独自一人不参与的样子...

任何人都是我的朋友

我的伙伴

游戏期间...

让我和很多朋友的感情都增进了...

++抱一抱

突然觉得以前的距离都没有了...

就算是不熟悉

但在拥抱的那一刻

心贴着心

好温暖...

++师父的叮咛我和记得也会做到

保护我自己

我一定会...

让自己更快乐

更开心...

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++我的感情故事

那天晚上...

他和他爸比

有到广济寺接他们的小侄女...

我发现...

我以前对他的不原谅...

不放下的心情...

都减少了

我能轻松得和他交谈...

不再有哪一份执著...

我很开心...

我们还是朋友...

还会彼此关心...

我不知道我们未来的结局会是怎么样....

但我知道...

我会幸福...

你也一定^^

不曾后悔有哪一段记忆...

因为!!!你让我成长了不少...

如果我们还会交谈相见...

我一定跟你说一声...

谢谢你...伍麒达...

我们的缘分...

应该还没结束...
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我想到马大...

有人愿意和我共进我的梦想吗??

这一个故事...

让我下一次才和大家分享吧!!

我不知道有谁会看我写的长篇大论...

但...谢谢你...

愿意与我一起分享...

谢谢你。

初中毕业了

青春也毕业了吗?

今天尝试做了一粒蛋糕

结果...

材料坏了

整粒蛋糕费了

有点伤心
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我做的事情

好像没有几件事是百分百成功的

打网球...

读书...

游戏...

烹饪...

甚至是恋爱...

都是失败的...

好累...

任何事物都输人一等...

不管是样貌...

才智...

运动精神都是!!!

我讨厌这样...

但是我却没有能力改变这一切
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我的15岁就要结束了...

我做成了什么吗?

一切都没有成功

这些...

在16期间

还能完成吗?

好疑惑...

有点绝望...............

羞涩的16岁

我们就要相遇了...16岁的青春...

哈哈哈哈...其实16岁时是最痛苦的

处在一个尴尬的境地.

往回看是天真烂漫的孩提时代.

往前看,则是必须考虑未来的成年.

只可惜岁月的步伐移动得太慢.

16岁就是一个似花非花.

似雨非雨的季节.

天真一点被人骂傻x

成熟一点被人骂装B

呵呵呵呵呵~

其实我还蛮期待我的16岁

微风中的气息...

感受到了

我与16岁的距离

越来越近
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最近看的一部片子

小娘惹

很有意思

很有感触

我们从来都不能向命运低头

嫁出去的女儿就是泼出去的水

这句话

让我很不服气

古时代人的眼中

女儿身既没有地位

一生中也只为了嫁个有钱人而愁

我...

不想成为他们的一员

反而

向往着月娘般的生活
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其实写着这一片部落各前

我不小心把精心写的一篇文章删掉了

痛侧心扉

哈哈哈哈哈...

奇怪的用词><

近来工作很累

只有星期六的休假

却还是呆在家里

写着部落各看看小说

这就是我等待16岁的经过

难道青春是用来浪费的?
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相遇...

却又代表着即将分离

伤心...

却又代表着快乐的来临

有希望就会绝望

无希望无绝望

没心情的世界多乏味呀

虽然知道会有绝望

但我还是会希望着

不要问我分手后怎么过

哈哈哈哈~其实这是周转雄的一首歌
还不错^^
在一夜间失去所有
但这也表示我将会开始另一段故事

今天是开始打工的第四天
日子还不错
工作时间都是站着的>_<
至少我喜欢这样过
不是每天在家闲着

其实我的假期还不错
还算充实
虽然少了那一段爱情故事
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我有了新的梦想
但还并不够实际和坚固
害怕会被干扰

我的心太乱
像迷路的小孩

明年该入什么班还呢。。。
还不晓得
希望有看我的部落各的朋友能给我些意见哦

这是我第一次用华语留言
还不赖
^^hahahaxx


...

MY TRIP STORY

Trip members:me...(jiajia)
My mum
and aunt Wei Lian
my Bro Join us whn v reach thr(cz he is studying thr)

Date:20 NOVEMBER 2009(Friday)
Venue:Keningau,Kota Kinabalu,Kuala Lumpur,Kepong
Time:12pm
+start our journey from keningau to k.k-take about 2 hours
Rush to Air Asia Airport to send huahua,
she is going to JOhor...and dun noe when will be bec again to kenningau><
thr is a group photo wif her...but i failed to upload here..
-whn i rush thr...it was about 2.20pm,she is going to departure on 3pm...
nasib baik ouwh>_<
whn i reach...huahua,ma ming hui,jecilly and min fui r having lunch at kfc...
oni chat a while thn v leave and go to the departure counter...
v hug her...and ...cry...
byebye huahua...
although i dun noe u more...but im happy to have u as frenzy^_^
hope u have a nice day and good time..mwuacckk!!!

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+thn...my time to departure...
my mum and i hving MAS...>_ma,jecilly and min fui follow me...
hahhaaxx...acctually is follow my bro(to send them to center point oni)
they shooping at thr...
looking for perfume...
i love the one...BURBERRY!!!
nice smell^_^but expensive...jecilly love tat aso!!

Departure on 4pm++cheap flight oni...dun noe kor how so pro can book cheap de 777 ticket...
watching Harry Potter and the half blood prince on the plane...
v reach at about 7pm
tired on tat time...
v go to KL central by KL express..cost RM35>_<
quite expensive ritez??this is...MAS lorh
then at the KL central..my mum and i and a aunty blur blur thr...
buy ticket on ktm to go to Kepong Central...
a Taxi Driver keep asking me whr am i going= =
ish...tao yan= =bu li ta...

+thn on the platform..
v suppose to sit on the ktm in platform 4 bt v go on 3>_<
搭错车，手上很多行李，又累又饿...
haiz>_lastly my mum find the way...
carry about 10++kg de bag...爬上爬下...
for a cheap ktm...and not waste money to sit on taxi@@
mayb larh,a good experience for me..

+whn v finally reach Kepong..my bro is waiting thr to bring us to a House
shi fu house...to say "hi"to him...then v go to the hotel...

+in da hotel...
tired ouwh...
thn going to bath and slp...
my mum bath 1st then my turn...
with a excited feeling...
going in the bath room...
turn on the water paip...
TIK TIK...
2 drops of water came out...
i thought i dint open big enough...
turn lai turn qu....
NO WATER!!!!!
OMG!!!!ish...
Live at de xxxx hotel(paiseh forgot name jor><)
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Time:21 NOV 2009
Venue:Kepong,Cameron Highlands
+wake up early,my body doesnt smell and feel good>_<
gather in the BHP Petrol to take the bus to Cameron Highlands(CH)
v all having bus number 2
the journey took about 5 HOURS!!!
me and ah Ngin sit on the beck of the bus...
the laz 2 seat^^
hahhaaxxx
im so tired...
VERY SUPER HYPER!!!
+going to the strawberry farm.flower farm
everything is pink colour>_<


+on CH im happy can bath edi!!!
hav water neh^_^
CH is about 20++ celcius...
im going to bath wif a cold water!!!!
carzy me>_<
my heart is going to stop beating@@
the water is really cold...
wao...special experience...
Live at CH

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Date:22 NOV 2009-23 NOV 2009
Venue:Cameron Highlands(CH)
八关斋戒
hv 8 laws need to be follow...
a good experience...
1：不杀生
2：不偷盗
3：不邪淫
4：不妄语
5：不饮酒(no alcohol)
6：不涂脂粉、香水，不戴花鬘，不穿华丽服装，不观玩歌舞唱妓秽乐戒；不可在脸上涂脂粉，不可在身上涂香水，不可戴花环金银饰品，应穿朴素服装，不往歌舞厅、妓乐场所等。
7：不睡卧高大床褥戒；不可躺卧高大宽广且华丽的床铺。
8：不非时食；就是过了中午午时之后就不能再进食食物。
tats all^_^
According to the 6th laws...no shampoo and shower gel allowed...
so the third day of bathing story...
hv warm water^^but no shampoo and all tat...its ok thn^^
learn a lots of thing from tiz activity...
-把心静下来-
Live at CH
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Date:24 NOV 2009
Venue:CH,Ipoh,Kepong
after舍戒,v having breakfast then...(last nitez no dinner)coz不非时食
then v Leave CH on 8am++
and going to the bee farm...

+in Ipoh...v reach thr about 1pm++lunch time^_^
v having a nice lunch thr...good cooking!!
then v continue our journey to Kepong
during the journey,shi fu non-stop singing song and blablabla...
+whn reach...v go to shi fu house to wait aunty ANN to bring us to her house
ME,BRO,MUM,AND WEI LIAN Aunt,Ah Ngin bok miang sep into a small car>_<
a lots of laggage thn...
put into another car and send to us later thn!!
wao...hahahaxx
+i meet my cousin...
Yan Ling and Yan Wen...
they r cute girls^^
next time will post picture thn^_^
+my Bath story...the most normal day...tat hv water+warm water+shampoo and shower gel>_<...hmmm...
Live at my Aunty house in Kepong^^

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Date:25 NOV 2009
Venue:Kepong Central,Pulau Pinang,Many Temples
+by Aunt Ann car...V all go to the Kepong Central...
Ah NGin is going to wait her kereta Api to Kampar(her Universiti Direction)
but we...r going to "budu"
to having a bus to Penang...
From KL to Penang take about 6 Hours...
wao...hahhaaxx...
at thr...
my Bro Frenzy bring us hang gai^^
go a lot of temple and...blablabla///
nice trip^_^
thx zhi wei(my BRo UM Senior)!!
picture here^_^




V walk on the Gurney Road...to the way for having dinner
Saw a four leg snake on the road side>_<



v pass by the G hotel...
a high class hotel which lots of Stars will live at thr

Having dinner with...
1.a plate a keoy teow
2.ma la yun tun mian
3.corn
4.mo gui yu
5.ABC
i eat all thiz^_^hahhahaaxx!!!!
then v shopping at the Gurney place...
i bought a new pencil case^_^
v stay at the body glove shop...the whole nitez..till all the shop at outside was close>_<
spend a lot of money and buy a lot of things!!!
hahahhaxx^_^
then v bec to the hotel...
open laotop^^
thr is wifi thr!!
play fb while then slp...tired...
Live at Evergreen Hotel
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Date:26 NOV 2009
Venue:Pulau Pinang Evergreen hotel,ji le shi(极乐寺)
today!!!finally can wake up at 10o'clock^_^
last few days...everyday...5-6am...T.T
then v go on buffet in da hotel on 10am>_<
c r late...
the restaurant suppose to close on about 10am...
whn my bro and i having breakfast thr...the waitre keep warning breakfast time is going to end on 10.30am>_<
walao eh...hahhahaxx!!!faz faz 吞>_<

+11am...
my mum and i decided to go swimming^^
hehehexx...
pro v 2!!
swim half hour aso syiok
da hotel is big and beautiful^^
a lot of facilities is being prepared

then 12pm...zhi wei come and bring us to ji le shi...
v spend about 4 hours thr...hehehexx
picture here!!!


+on 4pm v went to eat cendol...but no time to go to snake temple T.T
hmmm..never mind lur!!!
then bec to hotel bath and having dinner wif korkor frenz
spend them...coz bring us hang gai so tired><
(i buy a cloth in ji le shi)i love Penang...
i juz take tiz picture^^very ugly lah paiseh...

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Date:27 NOV 2009
Venue:Penang,Genting Highlands(GH)
+v rush to the bus stop to sit the 8am bus to GH...
hahhahaxx...
then v reach at thr about 2pm...
then...the journey is about...ermz...6 hours@@
whole journey...
我睡了又睡...
hehheheexx^^
become slp god^^
on GH...
v check in by KYIOKS
very faz 1...x nid baris^^
then my bro and i starting to hang gai at GH
i been here about 10++ timez...
so...a lot of memories here...
hmm...
v watch the christmas carol...
on 4.45pm...it is a good story and movie...
u guyz can search it^^
v hv not enough time to play games...
and...it is too expensive to buy the outdoor tickets
so v jz watch movie and hang gai lur~
my mum and aunt went to casino thn^^
then v buy tickets for 2012...will show on 1am@@

+i noticed...a movie...tat i wish to watch iz coming soon...here...
the picture^^



+after the christmas carol end...on about 6++pm...
v went bec bath and having dinner in the foodcourt
hard stone meal^^


+8pm
after dinner...v still hv time shopping thr,,
again...v buy a lots of things...
and spend lots money agian><
thx mum!!!

+1am
v slp on 10pm and wake up on 1am@@hahahaxx...
pro us^^
watch it...
i really proud of the daddy...saving his children and wife...
guyz:if the world is really going to end...wat will u do 1st if u hv time to done all tat??
i thnk...i will juz...hug my mum...my family...my frenzy...and the guyz...i love..

______________________________________________________
Date:28 NOV 2009
Venue:GH,KLIA,KKIA
hmmm...
acctually 1am iz edi 28th^^
hahahhaxx...
nvm lah...
v finish the movie on 3++am
go bec to 1st world hotel rest a while><
in the 1st world lobbby...
feel weird...cz still many ppl queue up thr to check in room@@
wat iz the time now!!!to check in>_<
not understand bha>...
then v wake up again at 5am...
tidy up our things,our taxi will go on 6.30am
he rush to KLIA cz...
he tell us v suppose to start earlier lah...
yesterday whn my mum asking the guyz in the information counter,he tell us it oni take 1 hour to go to KLIA,,
but acctually is 2 hours@@
the Taxi Driver...then become aeroplane driver lur!!!!
im proud of myself...hahahaxx..
about 10++kg de things 压 on my body,,,coz no place to put...
but!!!i still can slp@@ during the 2 hours journey!!!...
hahahhaaxx!!!!
v rush to KLIA and reach about 8++am...
out flight iz on 9am wor...
nasib baik...still cn check in^^coz v sit MAS!!!
hahhahaxx...
then v rush to departures...
according to out tickets...
v suppose to go to gate H10
but whn v reach thr...they tell us...
out gate hv beeen change!!!
my god...
the time was 8.45am thn!!!
v rush again!!!for asking the correct gate...
they tell us lagi...to c on the tv ourself= =
then...gate G8..
walao eh!!!
the laz gate in the airport= =
pro lah...
my bro and i...run thr!!!to make sure the gate doesnt close...
my mum and aunt at the bec...man man lai lur>_<
nasib...
v r safe...
on plane...


and now...
im at keningau^^i will share all my experience here...
thx for viewing my blog!!!
tiz iz my Trip Story...
THE END

hmmm

你上次的答案的确成全了我想要的心碎
但却赠加了我对你的执着
希望你能至少给我怀念的勇气

byebyelove...

Yeah, yeah, oh,
Yeah, yeah,

You should be right here laying next to me
But baby you chose to love the hard way
You could be right here getting the best of me
But baby you decided he was your man

And now that you're finding out
He's playing little games, you calling me again
You say you want me around
But I'm not sure now if I wanna be down
Soooo..

I think I wanna stay single
Maybe we're better apart
See I don't want a girl
That, only wanna come back
Cause, some other man broke her heart

So Bye Bye Love
Bye Love
So Bye Bye Love (Bye Love)
Bye Love
Yeah...

Crazy how the tables turn
It wasn't long ago that you turned your back, no.
Saying there's no way that we can work (We can work)
And you were quick to move on to the next day
Yeah.

And now that you're finding out
He's playing little games, you calling me again
You say you want me around
But I'm not sure now if I wanna be down
Soooo..

I think I wanna stay single
Maybe we're better apart
See I don't want a girl
That, only wanna come back
Cause, some other man broke her heart

So Bye Bye Love (Bye Love)
Bye Love
[ Backstreet Boys Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
So Bye Bye Love (Bye Bye, Bye Bye Love)
Bye Love (Bye Bye, Bye Bye Love.)
Yeah.

Can't take you back when I know (When I know)
I'm not the one you really wanted before
Sorry, that I let you go (Let you go)
This time I think its best to do it alone!

Whoooo, whoo, whoooo, yeahhhh (say goodbye to me love.)
Whoo, whooo, let it go, let it go.

Bye Bye, Bye Bye Love! (Love.)

I think I wanna stay single (I think I wanna stay.)
Maybe we're better apart (Maybe we're better apart)
See I don't want a girl
That, only wanna come back
Cause, some other man broke her heart

So Bye Bye Love (Singing Bye Bye Love)
Bye Love (Singing Bye Bye Love)
So Bye Bye Love (Bye, Bye, Bye, Bye, girl.)
Bye Love (Oh, Bye Bye love)

I think I wanna stay single (I think I wanna stay.)
Maybe we're better apart (Maybe we're better apart)
See I don't want a girl
That, only wanna come back
Cause, some other man broke her heart

So Bye Bye Love (Singing Bye Bye Love)
Bye Love (Bye Bye, bye, bye, Love)
So Bye Bye Love (Singing Bye bye love)
Bye Love (Bye bye, bye, bye, love)

I'm saying goodbye to you (I'm saying goodbye to you..)
I'm saying goodbye to you... (Oh, I'm saying goodbye to you..)
I'm saying goodbye to you (Say Goodbye..)
I'm saying goodbye to you (Say Goodbye...)
(Bye, bye, love) I'm saying goodbye to you (Say Goodbye...)
(Bye, bye, love) I'm saying goodbye to you (Say Goodbye...)
(Bye, bye, love) I'm saying goodbye to you (Say Goodbye...)
(Say goodbye, bye, love) I'm saying goodbye to you

Honey Sweet

hmm...
tdy wake up early lur~
wearing a 高跟鞋 walk from home to shop~1st art...the flower shop that i work...
my leg..pain dao...
crazy me...hahahhaaxx^_^

AT THE SHOP
making about 80++ riboon>_<
butterfly style...
our hand...walao eh...
wan "chan fei"jor~
but really enjoy larh^_^
v start on 11 and finish at 3pm...
to went yam cha with malao~jing~tommy~jeck yee^_^

Honey Sweet
my leg is killing me...
bubble~hahhahaxx
pain lahT.T
walk to honey sweet agi~my god...
v 5ppl oni...3ppl eat oni neh...RM100++ T.T
expensive dao~
malao belanja~thx malao^_^
hehehheexx
having a he zhao with him lagi...~request from him^_^
show teeth photo neh~
malao smile lebar2 more gud lah^^

GUANG JI TEMPLE
nian jing...
today...
acctually nid to vegetarian^_^
but having fish and chip at honey sweet!
paiseh oh...
having a gud time~
be4 bec...
juz chat with ah khong and other frenzy^_^
aunty de long yan tou fu!!!
nice lerh~~
hahhaaxx...

NOW
not feeling gud>_<
dun noe why...
whole day like tiz...
not so good mood...
pigu so pain...
haiz...
my leg de hei qing got 5++
T.Toh my~
haiz~

Pamilaan~~~

yeapi~^_^
fun and happy~
a trip went to pamillan yesterday was done ans pass...
>_<
so happy can having a trip to there with leos and lions

hua hua is going bec to west malaysia...
i think this is the last time v can gather with her~
will she remember me when she is there?
hahhaaxx~hape so^^

v prepared a lot of foods and drink for leos...
i think they are enjoy...
cz they were all tired during bec to keningau^_^

mybody...
my pigu T_T
ke lian~
green green jor...
hahahaxx
it happens when i drop into the water and kena the batu inside the water and
差点溺水
hehee~~
luckily jeck yee is there and trying to rescue me~~
tq my frenz^_^
and ward ward...
hahahaaxx
and cung ming^_^
trying to rescue me and he drop into the water~paiseh lah>_<
really thx u all...

happy awez^_^

Flower:

me and Jeck yee went to 1st art to help aunty to prepared a wedding...
a western wedding...
using white and orange carnation and rose~
beauty...

cutting the thorn of rose...
make my hand blood...
hahahaxx..
but its fun and feel happy to help others in a wedding...

i love flower aso^^
these days..
i noticed a lot of mans is trying to send a bouquet of flower to their love...
but...all the flower in there was boook by the wedding..~

when can i receive a bouquet of carnation~??
hahahaaxx~
if im a boy...
i hope i can do everything for my girl frenz~
flower~wrap by myself for her~
tat muz be very romantic...
making a bear for her...
and cook for her~~^_^
she muz be very happy~

v went to decorate the church till 12am...
although tired...
but happy to c the church is full of flower and...
幸福的感觉
so sweet^_^
hope them...happy and always^_^

love story is ending

i dislike...
i hate...
I'm tired...

The love story-The frog and the princess
i cannot be the princess anymore
i could never suffer that kind of life
hahhaaxx...
may be...
as he says...
since early...
i should trust my friends...

but...till today...
i still trusting him...
haiz...
what a stupid girl am i??
i hope to stop all this...
and start my new life...
without love story...
and become MY STORY...
thats enough
no nid worried about he got new girl friend~
no nid worried isn't he have a sweet dream at nitezz~

here...
may i tell u some story?
i don't know who to tell...
so i write in here...
he ask me to fang xia
but he ask me don't throw the rings
and tell me...it could be use in someday in the future
he ask me to start my new life
becz he already having his new life
with lots of new love
i could not trust...
this is what he done these days

although v r break...
but changing mind of a guy
could be so fast?
改变并没有想象中的那么容易
i can't trust~ this is what he was doing these days...
watever he done...
i just hope...
he could be happy and doesn't affect his future life...
his image..had been break...
i hope i can do something...for him...lastly

p.s to
if you are watching this blog...
something to say...
wish u have a nice day...
as i hope...
don't do anything that will hardly affect your futured life
i know u will never do that
you are a smart guy
intelligent...
but don't worse your image anymore...
In my heart...
you are always the good x'mate that i ever had...

now let us...
just having our new life...
还是好朋友比爱人长久。
是否要等待就看我们未来会有什么结果吧。
再见！！

ZzZzz

here...no love story...
no interesting story...
but a sienzz lifes...

when skul as usual...
haiz..
boring day neh...
at skul..
playing with ant and frog de baby= =
then go find principal for the merit/demerit sistem for leos...
but finally...
get nothing...
no marks..
haiz....
my pc hv format and install windows 7>_<

non as usual...
hahahaxx..
my afternoon was so free...
nothing to do...
but oni slp and playing games...
sms with my frens...tats all...
nites..
watching wang pai da ming xing...
and chun tian hua er zhi..
quite a nice movie...
leng nui lerhx...

holiday is coming...
but i dislike it...
i nt so like holiday...
no frenz...
no activities...
and everyday slp until noon>_<
luckily i cn learn some flower skills...i mean~cha hua~
but oni few days...
then finish...
then nothing to do...
i dont like holiday...
cz...
everything happen in holiday...
nobody can 诉苦
juz left me alone...
at home...
family working...
frenzy do other things...
how should i suffer such of holidays???

hmmm...pmr result will out on end of December...
quite a long tym...
if i oni get few A...
how should i face my family??
they put lot of hope on me...
but i dint workhard...
no at all...
cz tat times...
i drop into a love story...
i hope...
i cn get out of there...
as soon as possible................

dance night...

paiseh...
terbalik edy><
its happen on 7th nitezz..
but i post on here...
hehehhexx...

juz a dance competition organized by "qing yi"
i love thouse pretty girl..><
hehehhexx~
they can dance well...
i wear a "pilak" yellow pants and a black cloth...
am i look more different?
if no...haiz...
if yes...tats good...
hahahaxx^^

although yes...
but oni outfit look different...

everything goes well..
entering the kompleeks...
with ticket bought by ward22^^
tqtq ward~

then calling cung ming whr is him...
and he get my number = =
hmmm....
is it good or bad??
never mind then...
mayb he jz play play me oni>_<

then having seat with my frenzy...
then v change seat to find ting2 and other frenzs
along the stairs,,,
i saw the other... him...and mayb juz his girl's frenz...

then...
v met outside...
at the canteen...to buy some drinks...cz "beh"tahan the noisy song in the hall...
talking about tis and tat...
chit chat about girls and boys...><
everything...
he juz telling me..
i hv thinking too much...
hm...never mind...
all is over^^

then i went bec into the hall..
it was so noisy><
mak me "beh"tahan again...
finally shuffle was over!!!
modern dance was the next^_^

when everything was over...
i wait my mum to bring me quite a long time...
then i met his mami...
she was quite "re qing"^_^
juz saying hi to her...
then everyone go bec hum..
zzZzz....

just a dairy...

yesterday...busy for everything>_<
on 7th nitezzz...i juz realize tat i haven type my leo report of 5><
tat was on 12am...
haiz...
So,i type it on the next morning-8th...i hv finished it in half hour^^
everything seemed good...
then i went to guang ji temple...
playing games and lot lots activities^_^
delicious foods..prepared by aunties...

1-3pm having leo meeting
...Lion show me tat my report...had a lot of wrong speeling><
haiz~
then for jing jing de money report...
some prob>_<
keng jor 30 minutes...
then she go HONEY SWEET again!!!
hahahaxx...
i jus playing with two owl...
in a pet shop...when waiting my mum
they can turn their head...
amazingly><
how come he call me owl last time...
the owl looks weird...= =

I nid to prepare food for the leos...
for them to eat when they go Pamilan on 15th
they so syiok!!!
i no go aso nid prepare><(mayb i will go for tennis tournament)
juz mayb...
then...i go check for the food price...
to have a budget
everything was became so expensive...
haiz...

when bec home was about 5
frenzy calling me to play basketball!!!
wao><
but i refuse it...
to watch resident evil^^
although it was an outdate movie...
i juz wan to refresh...
hahahaxx..
get scared aso...><

Everyone life...start wif love...
from mummy from daddy...
a deep love from family...

i love my family..
my frenzy^_^
and...i met him...june 2007...
and end in september 2009...

and now!!!starting my new life!!!but
oni with my family loving and my frenzy caring^_^
here,07 November 2009..
i start my blogging...
writing...
become my beloved hobby...

i love ocean...
love the sound of wave...
love the view of beach@@

i love tennis...
love sports
hahhaxx~
am i crazy with love?

i love play online games too!!!
spending time with my sopo geng~
happy hour^_^

my broken english isnt make u uncomfortable?
hahahxx...
next time i will try to write in chinese^_^
oh ya!
i love making cakes and cookies and some bread^_^

im going to
to take part in a competition at Likas...next week...
but nt with whole heartedly><
cz wan to live at hostel!!!arghhh~><
i lived there be4...
a strong dislike><

tonight...
going to kompleks^_^
for watching a modern dance competition...
i love dance...but oni watching not dance myself><
im a robot...cant dance well...
and never dance be4 on a stage...
but just became a "ke le fe"
become a tree..lolz....><

tiz morning i went to play basketball...wif frenzy
start from 6.30am!!!
so lazy...
then v have breakfast at adika food court...
ward2~my didi~cook for me^_^
chao kui tweo XD
very nice~but cant finish it...
coz mami wan me to go bec home imidiatly but i havent finish my breakfast yet...
mami is not so happy..cz i was so busy wif all the activities after the PMR..

now...im at home...creating tiz blog^_^
wroting my mood...
*****
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过

我的快乐
会回来的

分手快乐
祝你快乐
挥别错的才会和对的相逢
离开旧爱
像做慢车

我可以改变世界
改变自己

I GOTTA FEELING
TONITE GONNA BE A GOOD NITE